just another album about a random girl

Stop…

looking at me like I am crazy. I am trying so hard to get through to someone. I was hoping that person would be you. I told you exactly how I felt, I told you things no one else knows but you still look at me like I am going psycho. That was the last thing I wanted; I already get that look from everyone. I did not want it from you. Maybe I am crazy though? Maybe just maybe I am normal and everyone else is crazy; but that is not very reasonable is it? I get it, I am a crazy mess but I do not want you to go on with your days looking at me like I am always doing something wrong. You will never know exactly how my heart feels when all this happens to me. Sometimes I feel like dying but I realized the truth is I do not want to be dead, I just want to be saved by someone, someone like you. Is that too much for a young girl to ask? If so, please walk away and please stop acting like you care by listening to all my complaining, fussing and basically my life. You will never realize this, but I am completely and totally in love with you. Crazy as that sounds, I am and you are the last person I wanted to think I am crazy. So you can either save me from this mess or you can continue to think I am crazy; but while you think that, just remember I am just a young girl looking for somewhere to fit in the world.